Pain and forgiveness

Some very personal and helpful thoughts on Pain and Forgiveness from reallyrealblogger. Have a read.

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‘I don’t think I can forgive anymore’ I sobbed as my friend ‘gently insisted’ I go home from work.  I had crumpled at my desk overwhelmed with pain and distress.  It was about 8 weeks since my friends suicide and and I had just discovered another huge disappointment in my life.  Try as I might I could not ‘pull myself together’ to function.  My coping facade had truly slipped.

I went to see the doctor.  She said I was depressed and offered me anti-depressants.  I refused, I was not able to accept her diagnosis  ‘I’m just sad because of bad things in my life’. ‘ I will feel better if I can sleep and get rid of this constant headache’.  I accepted some non-addictive sleeping meds and pain killers.  I got home and sat looking at the meds wondering if they were enough to stop it all.  This thought stirred…

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